I was only running,
Thinking it would be better on the other side.
that was all,
I was sure that it would all be ok.
Why am I struggling?
When running always keeps me safe?
It really has come to that.
Confusion seems comfortable inside my head.
Crap – I am going down!
Why does pain come when I don’t want to hurt?
Where does it hurt?
How do I cope when I am all alone?
I’m really desperate!
Crazy to think that something really is there.
It hasn’t worked before!
Still I look for someone to open the door.
Pain so ravages!
How do others keep going on?
Something’s different today!
Eyes see me – this shakes my frame!
It’s too good to be true.
What if this scam betrays my pain?
I can’t help it!
Those eyes have seen,and tears soak my soul!
Author – Bill Tidsbury